SIN-fully Refocused

SIN CITY BABY !

      About 2.5 years ago while living in my home state and working the night shift at a Hospital (I greatly miss it too)...  I was considering moving to "Sin City".  OK, That's a lie...  I wasn't just thinking about it, I was preparing and dead set on it !  However..., due to my deep family values, roots and kids...  I opted to come back to "Flori-DAH", only because it is more "Family Oriented".  Well to be 100% honest...  I have been regretting that bad decision every since I returned to this low wage, narrow and close minded state.  Flori-dah, is DEFINITELY NOT for a Hot Fox like me...!  Check out what I actually passed up (For others) : 

 

 

      YUP...!  I actually passed up, all of that and so much more, for a boring life here in the State of Flori-DAH, just solely for the sake of pleasing others !  You know the old saying goes...  Usually, your first instinct is "ALWAYS" the correct one.  Well, I just wish I would have listened.  The people here are prehistoric, close minded, uneducated, boring and don't even speak American English.  That Pisses me off BEYOND REASON.  I don't even want to get into the low wage, dead end jobs here with absolutely NO potential for advancement or anything else.  

      Of course it really is all my fault.  After all, I could have had a much better life and a lot more exciting one too.  I guess I just had to find out the hard way, right ?  Oh well, you live, you learn I guess.  One thing is for sure, as my kids quickly continue to grow up, I myself am getting more of my personal freedom back.  All I can say openly here is that I learned some EXTREMELY hard lessons in 2014.  

      Now here in 2015, I don't plan to make any more mistakes, nor do I want to continue putting my own life and my own dreams on hold for others.  It's just NOT fair to me and I refuse to keep putting myself last when I promised myself to start putting myself FIRST, from now on.  I have lived here on the East Coast all of my life and I have gotten absolutely NO WHERE fast here.  It's now a new year and I am building new ground...

TIME FOR CHANGE !

     

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Date : Thursday, January 1st, 2015  

     

2015 Slow Start

       Wow, January 2015 has just shot right by.  The first month of the year is already at a close and I am not at the fast start that I usually am by this time.   HOWEVER... THAT COULD VERY WELL be because, I don't even feel like trying because I am in a place that I don't want to be and at this point, I am actually here against my own will.  Being the Totally Foxy Virgo that I am, u out can bet your sweet ASS I am about to change that handicap REAL QUICKNESS ! 

       Everyone knows that I am com p lately in love with the country life now.  So, I am looking for that lifestyle aggressively in the Western USA.  My focus is Nevada.  Las Vegas area, Reno, Henderson, where ever...  My point is : It is not mentally, emotionally or physically healthy to stay where I am NOT  comfortable.  Thank GOD it's tax season...  I am about to make some sweet changes in my life and hopefully snag the job of my dreams and live the life I a m meant to live...  We shall see !  I  hope your 2015 got off to a fast start.  Mine is currently at a stand still but not for much longer !  I just need to clean a few demons out of my life then I will finally be free to... LIVE !     

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